Je ne suis pas votre tout...

As the sun set tonight, the full moon rose. In my circle of friends, we have realised, that full moons mean nothing but breakage and reconciliation. Paulina broke up with Joel tonight. And for the first time since we've been friends, she actually left her boy and made an effort to leave the turmoil. At the same time, Brad and I ended on horrible terms. A furor of more misunderstanding and haste reactions, spurred on by unhappiness. And much like Paulina's effort to walk away, I didn't try to make everything right. Am I wrong by letting things play out? With my lack of experience and understanding, I'm not sure if this is true, but surely there are times when relationships are so irreparable that it's better to just leave and let live.

I'm just so over it. The idea of having to sit and wait for someone to realise the way I am, the way I communicate, and to have to wait myself, to see whether I can understand that someone, when right now, I don't feel like anything is ever going to improve, no matter how long I wait.

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