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he drowns in his dreams
an exquisite extreme i know
he's as damned as he seems
with more heaven than a heart could hold
and if i try to save him
my whole world would cave in
it just ain't right

he's magic and myth
as strong as what i believe
a tragedy with
more damage than a soul should see
but do i try to change him
so hard not to blame him
hold me tight

he's longing for love and the logical
but he's only happy hysterical
he's searching for some kind of miracle
waiting so long

he's soft to the touch
but frayed at the ends he breaks
he's never enough
and still he's more than i can take

oh and i don't know
i don't know what he's after
but he's so beautiful
he's such a beautiful disaster
and if i could hold on
through the tears and the laughter
would it be beautiful
or just a beautiful disaster