Fédération Internationale de Natation Amateur

Weird. Weird. Weird. I don't know whether I'm angry or complimented. Paulina and I have often spoken about the 'boxes' one has when entering into a 'relationship'. Boxes that need to be ticked as prerequisites, and boxes that need to be left un-ticked for those traits that one doesn't want in a partner.

So when I manage to tick the top three boxes of 'unwanted' traits of my interest, I could either find myself filled with insecurity and trepidation, or complimented by the idea that he still likes me enough to stick around. Why am I angry? Perhaps it's because of the idea that someone would take to putting marks against my name, against my personality, because of a few choices I have made, which yes, may influence my life... But I don't believe it influences the way I love, my capacity to love, or the spirit in which I choose to live life.

Ah fuk it. I like him. Who cares.